Another moment that I clearly remember is visiting Erhai Lake. The place was calm and beautiful. I could hear seagulls playing on the water, and the soft sound of waves touching the shore. Everything felt peaceful and balanced. In that moment, I felt fully present, as if time moved more slowly. It was a simple experience, but it gave me a deep feeling of peace— something that stayed in my heart even after leaving.
One of the most important parts of this journey was something I first found difficult—the language barrier. As a language student, I always believed that communication depends on words, grammar, and clear speaking. But in Yunnan, there were many times when I could not use language at all. At first, I felt unsure and a little disconnected. There were moments when I wanted to ask for help or understand instructions, but I could not express myself clearly. This made me feel stressed, and sometimes I felt like an outsider.
However, I did not face this problem alone. Olina, who was a staff member of the program and took care of us throughout the ten-day journey, was always there to support me. She helped explain things in a simple way, gave advice, and encouraged me when I felt unsure. Her presence reminded me that support does not always come in big actions—sometimes it comes through patience, kindness, and guidance.
Instead of giving up, I started to change the way I communicated. I used gestures, simple words, and paid more attention to people’s expressions and actions. Slowly, I became more confident and less afraid of making mistakes. Through this experience, I realized something important: communication is not only about words. It is also about being present, paying attention, and being open to others. The language barrier did not stop connection—it helped me grow. It taught me to observe more carefully and accept that not everything needs to be fully understood.
The spiritual dimension of this journey also became clear to me in a very personal way. At first, I was not the one selected to join this program. Because of that, I did not expect that I would have the chance to go. But in the end, things changed, and I was chosen to take part in the journey. This unexpected moment made me feel surprised, but also deeply thankful.
For me, this was not just a coincidence. It made me feel that God had a plan for me. Being given this opportunity allowed me to see beautiful places, experience different cultures, and learn things that I could not have learned in a classroom. It helped me believe that this journey happened for a reason.
During the trip, I began to feel God’s presence not only in nature—such as the quiet mountains or the beauty of Erhai Lake—but also in the people around me. I could see kindness, care, and support in small actions, especially from people like Olina who guided me when I faced difficulties. This experience helped me understand that God is not only found in special places, but also in everyday moments—in opportunities, in people, and in the connections we share.
This journey also helped me face my fears. Before traveling, I often worried about new situations—about not understanding, not fitting in, or not being ready. But being in Yunnan showed me that many of these fears came from my own thoughts, not from reality. With support from my friends and guidance from people like Olina, I began to feel more comfortable. I learned that I do not need to control everything. Sometimes, it is enough to trust the process and stay open.
This experience also changed how I see language learning. I began to understand that language is not only a subject, but a way to connect with people. It made intercultural communication feel real, not just something from a classroom. As a future teacher, I now want to teach language as a way for students to connect with others and understand different cultures.
At the same time, this journey helped me understand my own identity more clearly. Seeing how people in Yunnan keep and value their culture made me think about my own Karen background. I started to feel prouder of who I am. I realized that identity is something we continue to learn and grow over time.
In the end, what stays with me are not only the places, but the small moments—the quiet mountains, the feeling of old tools, the movement of dance, the process of making tea, and the peaceful lake. These moments may seem simple, but they helped me understand more than I expected.
Yunnan is no longer just a place I visited. It has become part of how I see the world and myself. What I learned from this journey is simple but meaningful: understanding does not always begin with speaking. Sometimes, it begins with being present, being open, and being willing to truly learn from others.